The 30th of March

The 30^th of March

I can’t forget that special day

When love had drowned our souls away.

Each heart was left in heaven’s state

With beats skipping and feelings’ great.

Those hands of yours holding mine

Made me feel secured and totally fine.

Though mist thy hands gave, it mattered not

For it is the hands of one you love and got.

When you drew me near your body

And sweet embraces are given to me,

I heard your heart beating faster.

I heard the beats as it get louder.

Your voice that have never denied

The happiness that you’ve felt inside;

Love is found nowhere to hide.

Fear was eased and was set aside.

The laughter outburst to our own surprise,

The dancing glances of our happy eyes,

We have never thought about the time that flies

For we’re all busy spending the buckets of smile.

The longer I stayed, the more it gets better.

The scent of you, will it haunt me forever?

Though I know, sooner or later the scent will fade,

Do might as well the love for me you’ve made?

The clock had ticked, the time was gone.

The 30^th of March was now over and done.

The souls drifted from the oceans of love.

The hearts went back from the heavens above.

We all went home and bade goodbye.

The spark had darkened when two ways are high;

To you the day may have been over.

But to me, it will always stay forever.

Down the road, way back home, I whispered silently,

“You’re the man I have longed to see.

You are the man I have prayed from Thee.

You are the man I want to be with where forever will be.”

Thorns and Roses

Thorns and Roses

Count not the enemies but the friends so close.

Count not the burden but the lesson it shows.

Count not all the problem, you’ll get overdosed.

Count not the thorns but the petals of rose.

Let your heart weep for some time,

This is not a mistake, nor a crime.

Let your body feel the weariness,

As you relax and smell the fragrant roses.

Thorns are like the hundred struggles,

Thousand pains and million quarrels.

It may lead you to your fall down

But learn to smile and not to frown.

Rose’s petals are like rewards,

Like love letters written in post cards.

It gives happiness to everyone

After the sadness thorns have done.

After you have cried a thousand tears,

Lay with me and forget your fears.

Life is like a rose with many thorns—

There may be happiness and sadness in return.

Was It Me?

Was It Me?

Was it me who made you cry?

Was it me who ripped your heart when I passed by?

Was it me who’s silently making your heart die?

Please answer honestly and never tell a lie.

My Dearest whose Love is the Sweetest

My Dearest whose Love is the Sweetest

I don’t know what to say.

I don’t know what to do.

I don’t know why I’m feeling this way.

I can’t stop thinking about me and you.

You know that you’re my dearest,

That your love for me is the only sweetest.

Only a word or two of others’ appraisal by you,

Crash my confidence, feeling I’m nobody, too.

It’s hard to pretend as if I don’t care.

Even look at your eyes, I don’t dare.

My possessiveness of you, I can’t share.

Look straight into my eyes and stare.

See this broken heart unable to mend?

It’s caused by being your better friend.

I’m not worthy of the love you have to send.

I always hurt your feelings, when it’ll end?

Please forgive me for feeling this way,

For the hurtful words I have to say.

I still have to burst out my feelings.

After all, I’m one of the human beings.

I know someday you’ll read this note.

And remember all the phrases and line I would quote.

May you realize how hard the situation had bring

To my life who is now suffering.

I bring not nor save not any forms of grudges,

But bear and carry a heavy sadness.

Though I know this pain is endless,

I need to stand and get back to wilderness.

My love for you my dearest,

Is only but the sweetest.

Could you forget these stupidities that I have done?

And live life again anew under the sun?

What Everybody Deserves

What Everybody Deserves

Everybody deserves a happy ending,

With no sad faces, crying, and grieving.

Laughter will cover your faces,

As hate and grudge ceases.

Everybody deserves to love;

To love as freely, purely like a dove.

Commitments are to be sealed,

With love on jar of hearts that are filled.

Everybody deserves to be loved.

To gain the same thing they once have had.

Giving and taking relationships,

Soon won’t surely fall asleep.

Everybody deserves what they really deserve.

All will turn to straight with no more curves.

A happy ending and healthy loving,

Will soon be better-than-best thing.

With Words Unspoken

With Words Unspoken

So how’s the pain of words unspoken?

How’s your doing of fortune telling?

Does it tear your heart, left it broken?

Tell me now exactly, what’s the feeling?

Whose heart skipped beats seeing me with somebody?

Whose eyes cried tears that are cold and weary?

Heck! I know it’s yours, it’s you!

And knowing those, made you feel black and blue.

But whose heart is dying seeing you might as well

With SOMEBODIES I don’t even have the courage to tell?

And whose world, apart, fell?

Self’s burned as if tortured in hell?

If you don’t know then it’s mine.

Now you know that everything’s not fine.

How are we going to fix this broken line?

Why not ask your friends who’re pure and divine?

Maybe they all know the curves of life.

The styles of cut made by a knife.

Now go on! Ask for their devices!

Need not to look at me, I give only bad vices.

If you’re vulnerable, then what am I?

The pain would like to stay, hear me as I cry.

It wanted me to curse this sorry feeling.

It wanted to see my love for you dying.

But pains? They’re only on my fingertips.

Have I uttered you those things with my lips?

Maybe some, few of them at least.

Almost all was left unspoken, bearing mists.

So now, the pain of words unspoken,

Could not be helped by you or my future telling.

Though it tore our hearts and left them broken,

If we choose, we could tell exactly the feeling.

Blind-Folded

Blind-Folded

You were blinded with your fears,

That your eyes are filled with tears.

You were crying so much,

That you have not felt my soft touch.

You were dancing in the rain,

Thinking nobody will see you in pain.

But who did you fool around my dearest?

It’s still you, just you above the rest

An Apology of Ashamed

An Apology of Ashamed

My dearest, shame to what I’ve done!

I’ve played hide and seek under the sun.

Without getting caught, I’m having fun.

My playmates are, but you, none.

Oh I wonder how this game had begun!

But my dearest, to whom thy love is the only sweetest,

I want to end this lying game.

For beneath this foolishness, it makes me go insane.

You may put me great pretenders’ “Hall of Fame”

To where people can make bashes to my name.

Dearest, I want you to know

Even if there’s nothing more of me that I can show,

My love for you will always grow.

Always, I’ll stay and will not let go

If title’s “Greatest Pretender” I may, though.

free-will?

Free-will?

My mind is wide awake

Got no rest to take

I’m thinking, for what sake?

It’s a free-will that’s at stake.

dearest

Dearest 1

I have disappointed my dearest.

I have never done any best.

I lacked potentials in making her happy.

And so I failed to see her smile for me.

My Pre-Departure

My Pre-Departure

Dearest, what pain hve I caused you?

Its wound is deep that red bloods turned to blue.

The scar seemed to last with forever remarks,

And healing is impossible even with the help of harks.

That heavy drop of tears in your eyes,

Gave me some big thing to realize—

I have never been good to you since before.

I don’t deserve chances of love from you anymore.

Let me run so you will have your space.

But my promises won’t run with me in any place.

It’ll be kept and done for you my dearest,

Because your love is but the only thing that’s sweetest!

I may not be by your side every time,

And letting you feel you’re left behind is a crime,

When you hear the chandeliers chime for a while,

Hear my voice as it whisper across the mile.

Your memories will stay with me.

Your love and care will still be felt tenderly.

 I’ll send my love for you even if not felt.

I’ll do it always till ices in the world melt.

broken

Broken

I broke your heart

And tore it apart.

I heard you cry

And heard deep sigh.

I can’t puzzle the pieces.

I can’t let the fire ceases.

I have been such a reckless.

Where I am is heedless.

This I Pray

This I Pray

Dear God, I don’t want to hurt her

But feels like I already did.

Her friends are all against me.

Their hearts are filled with hatred’s seed.

Dear God, I’m running but I’m not leaving.

My feet will just take two steps behind.

You know that to me, she’s not just something.

Why did they all turn so blind?

Her eyes are red, my heart bleeds.

Her mouth is shut, I can hardly breathe.

Her songs are filled with melancholic words.

Mine has melodies with broken chords.

Dear God, sympathy is to her,

While hatred is to me.

What would I do with my promises?

If her friends wouldn’t let me be?

“How could you?” they say.

But how could even they?

Who knows what’s going on this heart and mind except you?

Who knows the difference between velvet and blue?

I know it’s not all about just us.

Dear God, it’s all about Your will.

But please don’t turn this friendship to ash.

I’d be glad if you would take my deal.

Dear God, You know more than what I pray.

Please help me now how to make her stay.

Miseries should not linger every day,

For we still have the right to be happy come what may.

dearest

Dearest 2

My dearest,

Whose love is but the only sweetest!

Look back in the old days,

Where love was bitter and harsh in many ways!

Now look to what’s of love today,

Enjoy the moment, mind not what they say!

The future lies on our present doing,

So seize the day and love loving!

With or Without the Other

With or Without the Other

A magnet can be separated from metals,

But you cannot run the bike without the pedals.

Your can be successful without having medals,

But you cannot smell the flowers without their smelly petals.

You can live for a day without a food,

But you cannot survive life without being good.

A throne won’t last for a person, who is rude,

For cruelty should end as sooner as it could.

You can’t use your pen without an ink,

You won’t miss your life if you won’t blink.

You cannot abandon a ship till it sinks,

You deserve a mind if you don’t think.

Seeing is impossible for a blind.

But seeing the beauty is possible in their heart and mind.

They who feel a heart that’s pure and kind;

They who can cite a true friend to find.

Is it all About You?

Is it all About You?

Why just talk about your own sacrifices

When both parties have also done these?

Why just talk about the things you’ve done

And all the tears you’ve shed under the sun?

Why just look into your very side

When all the miseries in you, you hide?

Why just picture yourself being left behind

When there are still lots of friend to find?

Why just utter all the problems in me you have

When you tell all the people about me, your love?

Why just feel your own pain

And that the pain’s taking you in vain?

Why, why blame all these to me?

Blame as if I have caused all the misery?

Dear, my humility is about to end.

Pride was crushed and has left nothing, my friend.

So it’s me who failed to talk?

Might as well the one, away, who walked?

Then it’s you who knew things will never be the same.

But who says I got empty heart and yours full of pain?

Did my feelings are washed away by rain?

Gosh, empty heart…here’s to explain.

Empty heart, I’ve got, maybe.

It was all taken away from me.

The love, the happiness, all seemed to have.

But need not to curse Thee above.

My heart was emptied before the worst.

It was abandoned, forced.

Would you still like me to explain how it came to this?

Would you still like me to take it back to the night we kissed?

Now tell the world who I really am!

Go on! Spread the news! Tell them!

I am the one who hurt you, am I not?

I am the one who has a crime they should never forget.

The verdict says, it is me who killed a dearest friend.

Then, come, curse me till the end!

I’ll cheers to the light of the dark.

I’ll cheers to the hell’s fiery spark!

Then, there will be no more me who will hurt you.

Cause my body will be dead, left black and blue.

dearest

Dearest 3

To my ever dearest,

Whose love I missed is the only sweetest.

I know not now we’ll see each other.

But count the days and we’ll be together.

Stay strong, stay sweet my dearest friend.

I’ll be your better friend until the end.

dearest

Dearest 4

Dear, dearer, dearest,

Either of which, you are the best!

Your smile gives beauty to the sun,

As it rises and sets from east to west!

Bear that curve on your face every day.

Never frown, come what may.

Never mind how bad their mouths may say.

And if you do, your hair would turn to gray!